"Once you try to kill yourself, your life is changed forever. You can’t seem to function properly, and even on the years to come when someone mentions suicide near you you flinch a bit. You take suicide jokes as a mockery of your pain and you take people’s laughter as the end of your friendship. Once you’ve attempted nothing seems right anymore, and nothing will for a really long time."
- (via fuck-what-we-usta-have)